For a greater pain
I want to hurt myself
To numb the bigger pain
I want to hurt myself
To end this misery
I want to hurt myself
To get out of this tragedy
Hurting myself
Is something I can do
Hurting myself
Is something in my control
When the hurt caused by others
Seems larger than life truly is
Hurting myself deep
Can go deeper than that deepest hurt
I've waited and watched
Watched from the side-lines
But all I've seen all along
Is deceit and hurtful lies
I could end this all
This misery and the life I lead
But will me going away
Make a difference to the way you feel
I guess not, is the answer I hear
Because me being or gone does not matter at all
What matters is the joy we shared
What matters is the paths we choose
I've cherished every day, every minute, every second
And I've learnt to live with this numbing pain within
I wait for the day
We cross paths again
Cause that will be the day
I will finally numb the pain!!!
Vandana Joshil
VJ.Ardhya Akshar
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